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11/19/08 @ 10:01am sixty three hours [ ] if you're given three days leave, where would you spend it to? i spent it in palawan. me: markut, d2 nko coron. bleh ;p kuya: hala, naunahan m p ako. (he, btw, works in palawan) im never a water person. i hate beaches. i hate sun. i'm sea sick. i dont know how to swim. but after that paradise-like experience in calamianes group of islands, who needs boracay and puerto galera? from the clearest, bluest, greenest bodies of water to the hottest spring, to the whitest sandy beaches to the most beautiful corals to the greenest trees, i wished i was a native of that place. been to nine islands. 1771 to go :) ( the reaL tReat Ü ) 6 | | |

10/06/08 @ 7:32pm [ ] ( SO TRUE ^.~ ) 8 | | |

09/14/08 @ 2:48am help me stay strong [ ] ( My BlundeR AnD SentimentZ ) yes, you have written and sent this to me a few months back. yes, you are a sick person. yes, you are a dickhead. yes, you've done an awful lot of mistakes in life yes, you always have those immature shits. yes, you havent dropped everything that's been dumb. and yes, i sometimes just cant stand how crappy you make me feel. and yes, i dont know why i even cared. i sure as hell dont know. and yes, i love you. and yes, we can pick up all the trash and clean up the mess and work this out and start all over again. 9 | | |

09/11/08 @ 12:46am by s. meyer [ ] it was one stormy night after our ten-hour shift (ohplease, overtime), that a colleague and i was stranded in a mall. it was raining hard outside and we couldnt go home just yet. so we decided to have dinner. then she asked me a favor. she wanted to go to the nearest bookstore to find the last installment of the book her daughter's been bugging her for months. it's a story of an average teen who fell inlove with a vampire. she said it's a bestseller. said she had contacted all the bookstores all over manila and the series' sold out.  we ended up not finding the copy of the book. okay, i lied. there were. hardbound. price's doubled. worst thing about it, no signs of the last installment. right there and then, curiosity flooded through me. what's with the book? why a bestseller? and the last thing i remembered before we parted ways is that i need to grab a copy of that book. i told him about the whole thing last night. i was fuming mad at you. you werent talking to me the whole day. you were, but i can count them with my fingers. it's like the internet, your mobile phone, and the landline were your instant bestfriends. i was real mad. beyond mad. and then you left. for four hours. already watched two flicks, and the recent cheerdance competition over and over when you got back. you handed me a heavy paper bag. and inside was a treasure. next thing i knew, i was throwing all things i could reach at your face. how the hell did you manage to get all these four books in 10 hours?? "ate, you've been a fan of fairytales all your life. now why dont you believe that they actually happen in real life?.... dont underestimate the power of love." and you know what? i believe you. thank you. you're the sweetest bastard i've known. 6 | | |

09/07/08 @ 8:00am [ ] ading, IPAKITA MO NA NAHIHIRAPAN KA AT NASASAKTAN KA. PERO PAKITA MO NA LUMALABAN KA. manang | |

08/25/08 @ 7:13pm directions? [ ] 6 | | |

07/13/08 @ 10:11am FOR TK AND MR#2 [ ] magkano to? 3 callalilies 6 stargazers 12 carnations 12 tulips ....thank you (",) 6 | | |

07/12/08 @ 2:43pm YOU DIDNT ALLOW ME TO PUSH YOU AWAY.... [ ] i never put barriers up, eventhough ive been hurt far too often. it's never an issue to me allowing myself to get attached to someone after such a short space of time. i dont know, i guess im loving the idea of crying and getting hurt, yet still continue loving. this is about him. the other him. he is a good friend, in fact, one of the few i am so comfortable with. he is intelligent, nice and responsible. he is gorgeous he could have any girl he sets his eyes on, and none would say no. he is a good leader. he gains the respect of everybody. he talks about a lot of stuff, a very opinionated person. he sees a lot of good things on people. he is protective of the people he cares about. he has made a lot of accomplishments in life but still stay modest about it. and i could keep forever telling him how amazing he is and he wouldnt get complacent. ive always argued to myself that if we remain friends, nothing could go wrong. but there's this connection. i trust him. he likes me. he loves me. and i chose him. why? i dont know. i dont want to hurt him. and im scared. really scared. scared that im going to hurt him, what with all my insecurities and generally being full of imperfections. im fucking scared that one day he is going to wake up and realize that im not good enough for him and that im not the person he thought he's always wanted. but after i told him my fears, he looked into my eyes and i saw something that made me change my mind. those eyes, so full of hope, so full of love, so full of emotions that threw all my worries away. and i know, despite all reasons, something grand, something strong, something real was there. | |

02/16/08 @ 10:36am bad ba ko? hehe. haha. hihi. [ ] ....pinasaya mo araw ko. ....sori. di ka naman makikilala eh. ....tinakpan ko naman ung mukha mo. tsaka tinago ko ung pangalan. ....magtatagalog nalang muna ako, baka pati tong post ko, maprintscreen. :D 10 | | |

02/14/08 @ 8:37pm [ ] ( things a girl wants but wont ask for.... ) 12 | | |

01/28/08 @ 6:30pm recovered yosi. [ ] it was 11:23AM on my desktop clock. our lunchbreak. i rang carlo's extension. hey. lunchtime, baby. ok, seeyah. i grabbed my wallet (which was a gift from my kuya, btw), my lighter and a pack of cigarettes then i headed to the elevator. only had a five-hour sleep last night so i decided to buy a doozie cup of ice cold coffee at ministop. went to the counter and handed the cashier a hundred  bill. had pennies for a change so i put them back to my 8-inch dingy leather wallet. i walked straight to the coffee canister. i needed my two hands to fill the plastic cup some coffee, so i placed my things on the table near me. being the scatterbrained me, and being hopped up to have my first sip, i flat out forgot my valuables on the flat surface where i left them. it was little less than 20mins that i noticed i went back to our plum pantry without those TWO treasures. i rushed back to the store keeping my hopes up to save THEM. expectedly, the pack of yosi was there, safely appeased. but my wallet? to my utter dismay, i was too late to rescue it. i stood there, impassively. rooted. after a couple of hours, the store owner was able to show us this clip: lucky bastard. i dont give a damn if you splurge my one cut-off worth of earnings... but you took my cards, my pictures, my rosary since HS, and my important documents away. and for christ's sake, I WANT MY COLLEGE ID BACK. you moron! 18 | | |

01/26/08 @ 2:45pm TARA2. i. am. so. hooked. [ ] SOURCE: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Amazing_Race_Asia_2 2 | | |

01/20/08 @ 8:18pm carLo♥ [ ] happy.... :) 10 | | |

01/19/08 @ 2:51pm preoccupation. [ ] **im having the exorbitance of waking up so late on a saturday, again. haha. **TGIF yesterday, remember? **(1) carlo's cousin's pizza birthday party **(2) pier one **(3) starbucks **ended up leaving the HH chores scheduled on a saturday morning unfinished!!! **and i might consider getting a part time job. still sizing up, though. **is it goodbye tgif? **uh **hope summer's not going to be a real drag with my overmuch working. **btw. happy birthday (in advance) ading roan and carlo♥ | |

01/12/08 @ 12:25pm happy centennial! [ ] i just got up this morning when kuya said, "majick napakinggan mo na ringtone ko?". yea right. haha. checked out youtube immediately and got this video. i think, im gonna cut the mp3 myself as well and put it in my phone. hehe.. heide, i know i wasnt able to come with you guys last wednesday, to the cen celeb. and believe me, im all bankrupt because of the holiday seasons. plus the fact that i hate it when i let myself be deprived from sleep. haha. but seriously, naiinggit pa ren ako sa fireworks. ...again, happy centennial! :) 4 | | |

01/06/08 @ 2:35am i know. im late. again. [ ] MERRY CHRISTMAS! HAPPY NEW YEAR! *woot* at long last! after two years. nakauwi ren ako!!! atimonan!!! yay!!! nway, that's my dad, delivering the first reading. so gwapo. ang banal na maganak, modelo ng lahat ng pamilya. love attending the mass with my family. love, love, love it hai. nothing beats my town. our own chromatic church. fireworks galore. HS chums. december seaside breeze. my comfy bed. the perfect comfort zone. and i say. those were the best 5 days of my 2007. *winks* 5 | | |

11/24/07 @ 8:30am checklist [ ] [   ] kuya's bday present [ x ] groceries [   ] emily rose dvd [   ] allowance ni bunso [   ] garb. 60's. [   ] fridays' splurge [ x ] concealer (pahaboL lang, tnx blocm8) full albums: [   ] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus [   ] Dashboard Confessional [   ] My Chemical Romance bills: [   ] telephone [   ] dsl [   ] electric & water [ x ] cable ....wala nang natira pandate. tsk. 4 | | |

11/18/07 @ 8:01am appreciating things with one innocent indulgence [ ] struggling hard with unfaltering efforts to muddle through torrents loving unselfishly clarifies all uncertainties living out the simplicity, the transparency and the beauty getting the most out of one’s physically powerful capability enjoying each significant moment with the most influential companions you’ve grown to love capitalizing on one's strongest suit bringing out an individual’s intellectuality through the prime of life keeping a keen eye on the possible eye-openers that might transpire staying beautiful in the face of life's ugly phasing 13 | | |

11/10/07 @ 3:15am my last post for you. [ ] ( j^2 ) 2 | | |

11/07/07 @ 5:54pm my uber gwapo towers :) [ ] MarkutMajickMatsoy ~zer0 pSeud0bytE xyph0s KuyaAteBunso ang mga gwapo kong kapatid, hihi | |

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